Funk I am

Thank you Baltimoredaiary. Maybe I should not have made the last entry. I must sound like hyperbole. It is not. I am very sad and lonely and full of guilt. Yes I have hope. I try hard to find it. I struggle with my demons and sometimes I win. But now with constant pain from my physical ailments coupled with my emotional and physiological pain I feel overwhelmed and exhausted. I see a therapist every week she helps some. I hope when I see her today she can pull me out of my current funk. God I hope someone can.